Between here and there
Between you and him
Between reality and dreams
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My whole life in search of perfection
Well knowing that life is imperfect
Yet not willing to give up the dream
Because there is always hope
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Current lovers I miss already
Unknown lovers I admire already
Houses that never feel like home
Because home is where the heart is
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Lost.
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To be found somewhere
Or going to find myself
On the path of insecurities
Is where lies the adventure
The life task to grow up
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Wondering why willing to be
Always and all I never had nor was
Never giving in to the idea
Of being complete
Yet longing to be
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Found.
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What is the meaning
Of living safe and sound
As if in your arms I want to die
Or is love and paradise a lie
Lasting always only for a while
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Running away to never come back
Not knowing where to stay
But if I may
Announce
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That I am lost
That I would like to find
That I would like to be found
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Julie